I sit here on a Sabbath Day (January 22, 2011) and I arefect on so much today. I moved out on my own about 2 weeks ago this coming Sunday and I still can't believe that I did it again. The first time was when I had just turned 21 and I'm back out on my own at 28. When I say it's been a journey for me trust me it's been a journey and I haven't even reached my destination as yet. And I gotta say the way things are going things are going to get more and more interesting as this year comes about.
I will be speaking a lot into my being this year, and for those that don't know me, I believe in One God and I know that HE will be able to push me through my difficult times. I've had so much happen to me in this life of mine, and it's something I could most likely write a book on and have it become a top seller with in a few months, but I don't want to give everything out so soon. I still have a lot of living to do (by God's grace), lols.
I've grown to love so many people, I've learned so many lessons in this life, and I know I'm going to grow to love more and learn more. I am not prepared for it at all, but I know for me I have no choice....whatever God has in store for me I'v going to have to just learn to deal with it and make it my own.
I am thankful....I am grateful, and I am appreciative of the many people I've been blessed with. I don't think they fully even comprehend how much I care about them and think about them....they mean so much to me.... I think maybe I should just tell them, but they get annoyed with me most times when I say it too much (insert smiley face)....eh you can't win em all....life goes on.
I am stepping my dewing up I am thankful for that.....I am stepping up my not putting up with crap meter also (called BS meter) and when I tell you it's a working in my favor it's truly that....I'm happy and thankful for that.
This year has many things in store for me....not all will be able to comprehend the greatness that's in store for me or even try and figure out why it is that I had to be the one to get there....but if it's for me it's for me....no more no less.
*I go back to reflecting on my life and where it's going*
